18mar wed
worked opening.
the day before i was so angry with haffis.
i guess he dunno ba.
he called me in store for some stuffs.
den he started msging me asking me where im gg aft work.
wat im gonna wear for dnd the next day.
bla bla bla~
i felt so freak lor.
dont u noe tat im angry with u?!?!
hais in the end..
we all still met up.
i still tat soft hearted.
argh forget it ba~
angry with people will old faster leh!
haa.
i met fiza first at bugis.
bought eyelashes for my dnd.
we did eyebrow triming and french manicure.
hee first time i did manicure lor.
=p
aft tat we went for dinner.
i called up haffis whether still wana meet or not.
he's still at far east colouring his hair with huan ghee.
den decided to go for karaoke near forum.
-_-
wat a freaking place.
met him.
i tried to hint and wana show him tat im angry with him.
but he dont get it and understand.
den i forget it lah.
went karaoke.
went home ard 3plus midnight.
hmm.
but dear was not happy abt it.
the prob started~
19mar thu
DINNER AND DANCE 2009 @ ARENA~
the day tat all of us are waiting for!!
=DD
hais but dear was unhappy tat im gg.
due to the quarrel the day before.
he actually expect me not to go.
but..
how am i gg to explain to the bosses y i did not go.
coz i quarrel with bf?
hello grow up man~
be professional abit lah..
so no matter wat is it.
of coz i still went.
although deep in my heart i was sad.
i still act as normal when i met them.
met up bee fadz haffis and pooja.
we rent a hotel suite for all our make-up and hair setting.
den we reached arena at 6pm.
and we're central of attraction of ALL.
i enjoyed.
dancing and drinking~!!
=DD
met my classmates.
met mgrs from other stores.
met my ex-kallang mgrs!!
well yup although i enjoyed myself thoroughly tat night.
i cried too.
coz of dear.
infront of jun.
i dont care how many pairs of eyes are looking at me.
but i just afraid my mgrs will see me cry.
lucky no.
until steven tan(bussiness consultant) came and asked me wat happened.
i told him.
and he regard me as his god-daughter.
(:
he told me.
if he loves u..he will come back to u
aft crying and talking to jun.
felt abit better.
went back to dance floor to dance and drink!
aft arena met up fiza.
we went supper tgt with suzi haffis and huan ghee.
aft supper..
fiza and me went to ecp and slack some more.
but i did not tell her tat i quarrelled with my dear yet.
actually im tat damn sad.
so dont feel like gg home.
we slacked till 7am.
alright anw photos time~
(:
my handsome brother~
aft make up but hair still in mess!!
fadz and miee~!!
haffis and miee~!!
brothers~
haffis and miee again~!!
fadz and bee~
bee and miee~ on the way to arena!!
nazri and miee~!!
fadz and bee (:
haffis and miee (:
ardina and miee (:
francis and miee (:
fadz and francis (:
ARENA~
POOJA and miee =DD OMG~
pooja and haffis =DD
pooja and fadz =DD
pooja and bee =DD
francis``miee``haffis``fadz`` (:
alex - pooja - janita
haffis and pooja~
POOJA~!!!
junaina and miee (:
sahir and miee (:
janice and miee (:
kelly and miee (:
hana and miee (:
hana kissed haffis~!! =DD
teresa miee and haffis (:
suzi and miee (:
suzi and haffis (:
20mar fri
worked at 5pm.
i did not took the first move this time round.
coz i felt so tired of his words alr.
I NEED A BREAK.
out of sudden.
he called me.
just to ask me wat time i finish work.
tats it.
fine.
finished work at 2am.
reached home.
before i slp.
i msg dear.
dear i still love you
and i hugged my pillow with tears to slp.
21mar sat
not working.
woke up at 4pm.
went to looked for dear at his workplace.
he still thinks tat im in wrong.
he looked so persistent in breaking.
my heart was damn hurt.
during those few days.
i cant feel my heart.
i feel nothing.
it seems like my world is ending.
i cant imagine my life without him.
since i dont like ppl to force me to things tat i dont like.
so if really this time round he is so tat persistent.
i decide not to force him le.
no use and no meaning to force him to be tgt with me.
but i really dont wish too.
aft hearing all his hurting words.
i met fiza up.
to acc me.
met her at ps.
slacked awhile at starbucks.
i cried at starbucks.
i told her wat happened to me.
den the both of us crazy crazy went kbox at cineleisure.
went off ard 1am.
had i very first meal of the day
den aft tat went home.
i still did not do the first move.
22mar sun
working at 9am.
for the first time.
he keeps on msging and calling me during im working.
and so surprisingly he wants to meet me aft work.
but i already meeting iris and june for dinner.
i told him tat.
he said fine.
but still while im having dinner.
he still keep on calling and msging me.
he said no matter wat he wants to meet me tat night.
ok fine i met him aft dinner at 8pm.
den he brought me to a place tat we usually went.
initially i was so damn worried.
on the way to the place.
i tot tat was the last ride for me.
tat was the last time he sending me home.
i silent all the way.
until he started talking.
and he stretch out his arms and hugged me.
he asked y dont i call or msg him these 2 days.
i told him y shld i make the first move again?
i cried with happiness.
i knew u still love me.
dear i love u so much tat i cant imagine my days without u.
finally my hard days are over.
(:
23mar mon
worked at 9am.
to take over training.
im not task-less anymore.
and yes!
finally i take over training liao.
my dream task.
coz its one of the impt task in the system.
i will try do my best to build up this system.
i will show to james tat training system is not broken in our store.
(:
yes suet u can do it!!
went home with fiza at 8pm.